If it‘s mean to be it will be

Loving you is a common sense, 

I don’t know where we’re going,

But I do know that there’s no one else I’d rather go with.


I don’t know how long this feeling will last,

I don’t know how long will i have to gaslight myself to be loved by you,

I would forever choose us over and over again, 

You’re still the reason I’ve got butterflies whenever our eyes met.


I’m glad we met,

I hope you stay around for a long time,

I know we’re trying our best to get it right,

And even if we don’t, 

I’ll spend my entire life being glad we tried.


Maybe at the end,

We gotta love each other from a distance,

And by that time, 

Will you think we’ll find a way back to each other?

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